new terms, new ideas

term is a word that has to be spelled out in sign language. no term or term.
new term at school. more stress. half the department are leaving - no exaggeration - i do fractions, teaching maths and all.
well, it's a hot night in londinium - wondering when i'll begin to feel sleepy or at least fatigued enough to go to sleep - thinking how interesting it would be to go to a training inset session without any sleep - but don't think that'll be fair on anyone [including me..]
so - awake and trying not to lok at the piles of clean washing that need sorting, the books that need shelving, the papers that need going through, the phone with messages that need to be replied to...
what else - typing crap now just to generally do something - while chill out music assails my ears... and i contemplate whether it is i or he keyboard i am using to explain for the typos - half and half i think...

halves -
bisexual. bipolar. bisected personalities.
the ultimate two-face from batman?! well - i don;t know what to do - fight crime - not skilled enough or fit enough [ something for a whole new rant - thank you depression for ruining yet another way of fighting depression and fat...]
it's bloomin hot
the chilling music is now something else - like lift music for stoned people...

bored. irritable... fidgety
[that may be the can of coke kicking in o just restlessness and tiredness.... itchyitchy...]
ok - ending this rambling tirade of words nw - hope all well out there in sleeping comfortable land...