there was a guy at uni called Chris [will spare him surname] who taught me a lot about people and reactions. He lost it one night, and i mean, LOST it. we're talking temper outta window and mashed up his house.
needless to say, reactions were not favourable. He put some people in their place, pushed many people's boundaries and frankly, acted like a twat.
BUT, and this is important, he realised this and apologised at the time - well a little after but still did it.
I had a lot of respect for him then. Still do - as he has recently got in touch with me facebook [ so yes all of you people non-uni elated can have a quick examination and work out who etc if you get so bored you need to...] - and we've started catcing up on time.
Something he said stuck, reminded me of who I am again- always good that:
"I hope you yourself have managed to make of life what you wanted, of all of us i thought you were the strongest candidate."
What I wanted... - already discussed this at length in previous posts but yeah - what do I want - the druidry thing is good but at moment not grabbing me - or rather i' no picking it up - literally - sitting on the floor- the other person I'm sharing with is busy so no motivation there - perhaps need to get back into full swing first - or am I just being lazy [ don't answer that - i KNOW the answer! ]
hope you're well - I'm now in mixed sleep cycle - again - had a doze and now its three hours later - if i sleep now I'll be up at - exhausting myself now - obviously needed the sleep - but now - now - well, heck - milky ways are yummy...!
Monday, April 21, 2008
of all the people
Thursday, April 17, 2008
i didn't start the fire
food
there's a news story with link above about food shortages. crisis.
meanwhile, in america, many may children recovered from a sect are facing custody.
meanwhile, in tibet...
meanwhile..
meanwhile...
anyone else wanting a big guy in a red cape to come along? or one REALLY LOUD voice to tell us something?
From promethea and Alan moore to variety of religions, things aren't looking good at moemnt.
still - i've had a cheese toastie got a computer and some books so all is ok with the world? sigh - well aware it isn't but unsure which direction to go to...
anyone - pointers please!
last few days
My apologies for not posting more regular but I have decided to rest for a bit. As in do NOTHING.
And that is what I have done. And I feel great for such.
Now - the occurrences so far - well - My friend Ian had a christening and a wedding celebration over the weekend - saw lots of friends - dealt with a few things and generally had a nice time.
Monday was the funeral of Ronnie, met for the first time Ronnie's nieces Elizabeth and Margaret who were very nice, and learnt more about a man who I'd not had the time to previously.
Now - now it is Thursday - I'm all of a muddle as I'm thinking about what needs doing, how it needs doing, when it needs doing by and the remainders of things that can wait [ie tidying room - again!]
lists? ah, maybe...
When I feel like it, I'll fill in more of the emotional side here but needless to say - the last week and a half has been turmolic, but now is settling down again. Onwards...
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
mayfest
message from ian - one of the two guys i live with :
only two poeple have paid so far - if you wanna go, please get some payment to ian asap or event wont run...
Friday, April 11, 2008
10.51 - do you know where your washing is?
so yes, doing washing. cleaning. tidying up. the mundane, usual, ordinary.
trying not to get embroiled anymore in family politics but heck, i'm a human being who cares so hard not to...
shrug
gotta get stuff sorted for funeral on monday - hope all well with you reader - will pass onyour well wishes to my friends who have a christening tomorrow... where there's death, there's life.
update - got locked out. teehee...
now back in.
getting ready for tonmights ctulhu - ooh ooh - can print things out now as well - yay me...
skips slightly
Thursday, April 10, 2008
tiredness
and so, one day abck, and i've spent most of the day in. not doing much - just chilling and frankly, it feels good.
tiring, but god..
now, got to work out where to put all of my books that i brought back with me
