of all the people

there was a guy at uni called Chris [will spare him surname] who taught me a lot about people and reactions. He lost it one night, and i mean, LOST it. we're talking temper outta window and mashed up his house.
needless to say, reactions were not favourable. He put some people in their place, pushed many people's boundaries and frankly, acted like a twat.
BUT, and this is important, he realised this and apologised at the time - well a little after but still did it.
I had a lot of respect for him then. Still do - as he has recently got in touch with me facebook [ so yes all of you people non-uni elated can have a quick examination and work out who etc if you get so bored you need to...] - and we've started catcing up on time.
Something he said stuck, reminded me of who I am again- always good that:

"I hope you yourself have managed to make of life what you wanted, of all of us i thought you were the strongest candidate."

What I wanted... - already discussed this at length in previous posts but yeah - what do I want - the druidry thing is good but at moment not grabbing me - or rather i' no picking it up - literally - sitting on the floor- the other person I'm sharing with is busy so no motivation there - perhaps need to get back into full swing first - or am I just being lazy [ don't answer that - i KNOW the answer! ]
hope you're well - I'm now in mixed sleep cycle - again - had a doze and now its three hours later - if i sleep now I'll be up at - exhausting myself now - obviously needed the sleep - but now - now - well, heck - milky ways are yummy...!