YouTube - Flight Of The Conchords - Bowie Song

so yeah - these people are really funny. look at the rest of their stuff too - good range - enjoy - thanks to the man in manchester for this gem of humour - lightened mood big styley

night bus - the sequel

dont. just dont. fall asleep on a night bus.
You wake up in Erith.
Even though you were heading to Lewisham.

long story short - went out last night - got drunk to meet new people and try and let hair down. well, flirted with a few people but that was it. got let down last minute by a friend who forgot that places in loondon store luggage for you if you buy a locker space.
sigh. Getting sunday lunch[possibly] out of it though.

walked. lots
Drank. a medium amount.
Slept until 1am as got in at 6...

Dirty stopout that I am - now looking around my house, still solo as housemate away - what to do... make a to do list. mmm - fun tasks for the next 48 hours...
hope you're well

The Path...

My friend James is about to go around Europe. Looking for himself and to make more definite his thoughts for his life. This sounds familiar. Do we all walk a certain path at certain times in our life? I've just come back from going around the British shores, visiting Lake District, Lampeter, North Devon and Frome before I came back to London.

I saw both parents, some good friends and was still - briefly. I saw the power of focusing your attention to one thing and having good teaching -  a 14 year old playing violin while another played a piano - both at concert level. One of them, my brother, the other his friend.

I saw a man reunited with his friend and talk as if the years of not seeing each other were moments not two score sans one. My father.

I saw a woman contemplate her familial role, examine her childhood and her relationship with those around herself. My mother.

I stood in a sacred circle talking with a man who also knows Nietsche's abyss, more than I. We talked about the universe, the roles our parents have in our lives and the sum of genetics. We laughed. We became quiet with internal revelations that the other mentioned about his life which echoed within our own.

I researched my family tree, made some lucky discoveries, contemplated the meaning, again, of the seven stars above my head - an image told to me twice now.

I drove in the mornings, daytimes, evenings and night. I scared myself with the ease of tiredness creeping up on a driver and how an accident could occur if the car is not given the respect it deserves.

I dined with family, with friends, and valued more than ever the time taken to eat food - shared with people you care about.

I examined someone's heart, how they felt for me, how they wanted more than I could give them and how I was not, am not, can not be what they need right now.

I observed memories walking down streets of towns passed and past. I remembered Heraclitus and saw that I'd outgrown certain rivers, places, and selfishly, some people too.

I returned home - to London. Where my things are. The detritus that makes up who I am in a physical manner. I slept. Still sleepy.

I tutored students whose parents respect me for doing what almost seems natural now - encouraging people to learn in the manner they find best.

I'm now, slowly, preparing to do this en masse for groups of students with a subject that is not my speciality. Thank goodness for certain websites. I hope you are well, dear reader. Enjoy the next few months before the Saturn wheel has turned fully. I feel that the next two months are gong to be very telling...

Main Page - The Path

yea -erm - I agree then

said the doc.

If it's not gone in a week,. come back and we'll arrange a dermatologist appt. do at least i have a safety net establishe now.

NOW I can bathe... and get rid of smell...

Do not bathe for 24 hours

That was close - I'd lst the instructions, and thought it may have been twelve - about to shower then thought - no - should be longer - sleep on it - check - and lo behold - 24 hours!

So yes - iching still - funny thing is - one of the side effects- skin irritation - so how do you know?!!

Really hard at moment to try and get the guts to see a doctor - I know they've sen such before but still feel... unclean I suppose...

YouTube - Sesame Street Pinball Cartoon

frankly - this is funk. childhood funk - from the POINTER SISTERS nonetheless - sesame street - you are to blame and to thank

And we wonder why kids today aren't interested in maths - bring this sorta thing back!

12 hours

12 hours I wait while the lotion does its thing. I may not have any skin parasite but having all the symptoms., I'm gonna remove it as an option.

No, not sexual conduct - I think. Just nature of being a personal person and, if you can catch it from a handshake, then half of the world are doomed from my hugs. Question is, apart from the people reading this, how do I tell everyone at my LARP? My friends? I'm going to wait for he delayed time to pass, see if it's any better - if so, prove it was scabies and tell the world - if not, see a doc and save face?!

Well - I didn't ave to write anything but since I've not contacted for a while, and the fact I'm naked bar a dressing gown for the next duration, may as well do something online!

Feel sorry for the cat though - he doesn't understand why he's shut out. That and its nice to have one space I HAVE to stay in.. like a  meditation cell - nature forcing me again to do as I'm bidden...

the first dance

friend 1 and 2 are married - snuck images on facebook - they look wonderful - older, oviously, but wonderful
friend 3 who i had a brief thing with an friend 4 are married - again, wonderful
friend 5 who is a really good mate though we are distant in space, is marrying day before my birthday

I do...

who can I say that to? no-one - not feeling lonely, just wndering about commitment and nature of such - I look at some people, people who's weddings I have attended - others who I've not - and I envy them. They are strong enough in their convictions to know they will be together for a long time - and, in most cases, have already been such - since uni in fact...

Me? I have met a few people but know that I'd have cheated, killed or sabotaged somehow the relationship by now.

"Tired of playing with this bow and arrow... I've been a tempt-er-ess too long..."


I lack something - the hermit stays alone, fixed at his ninth position in the deck, the hanged man chooses when to untie himself and the other major trumps move about. Wisdom to shelter - advisor to others - and myself - I'm repeating the same ieas and thoughts I did when I was 17, 24, 29. Learning - patience. but. and big but. to what end?
In sickness and in health I wait.