good start

pah
ok - so: single. split amicably but wasn't working [clash of personalities etc.]
just painted my room - yay - feel like a kid and an adult at same time.
about to go buy a smaller roller - hehehe - look at me - all growing up..

last night went for a drive in some chariots, night before found solace in some alcohol -and some more.. and some more. got home at 5. grin
yay - i'm almost reverting to old lifestyle...
but..
not.
don't worry people - all cool - just needing a little more me time then normal service resumed. rejection - who DOES handle it well?