just a vessel?

hey reader - how's you?
I'm ok - just typing this having now signed up for the introductory course at the OBOD (Druidry) - link here: http://www.druidry.org/modules.php?op=modload&name=PagEd&file=index&topic_id=7&page_id=47 [ some reason no allowing me to edit and can't be bothered to redo the whole thing,,,,
Maybe that'll give me some focus. some aim. Something. Because, at the moment, apart from trying to help other people around me and escaping into my imagination, it seems that I have nothing. Not in a depressive manner, just a simple one. No ambition. Ian, flatmate, is planning to move out. his goal, getting a house, is being achieved. Mine - my goal? What? I have none.

Saw Alan More yesterday - he's so nice - staying in the cold for 2-3 hours before hand isn't so nice but there we go. worth it I think to meet the guy who created the wonders which got me into Graphic novella and the whole medium of communication with picture and word.
erm...

not hungry. not overly tired (though a bit sleepy). Puizzles not rocking it. Sigh. What to do on a sunday - have the seeds to reiki and potentially tidy up the herb garden to get it resafdy for later, but... but...
oh heck, i dunno - anyone out there got any ideas????

anyone?


hello...?