sliding doors, sliding friends

SLIDING VIDEO

ok this is cool...
well done oscar

gay pride/shame

4.49am - two night buses and i am now home, typing a blog entry - this can only mean two things - i'm extremely hapy or depressed - bit of both actually dear reader.
the lows of the evening - droping my drink in front of a really cute guy and basically stating " i cannot hold my alcohol - literally" t him via the media of clumsiness.
Meeting up with a guy wh turned out to be 'nice' but basically waiting for an opportunity to dump me an not admit to my face. "back in a minute..." guys - I'm 30 - wok it out - heard it before...

positives: met a really nice guy called oscar who, despite being hot, was not into me or i him and thus we had a good evening chatting, hunting for his friends and realising that we had exactly the same tastes in a few things. sigh - great on apper but in reality just friends... so when the guy we had both described came to us, flirted a little, well, he didn't stand a chance. no wait, he did, he already had a boyfriend and, to quote oscar "ws patronisingly nice and then gave us his pity goodbye speech" [paraphrased.

Lw - hit on at bus stop by desparate gay man who i had to lank to keep a distance from - hate blankking people but this was a guy who had too much to drink and wl could have got nasty.

a friend of mine confided in me lots of lows - i feel sorry for her and powerless - i hate feeling this but when she's elsewhere in the country and her situation unsolvable - what to do????

back to basics now - tidy life, get ready for work - sigh...
enjoy the evening reader - i'll try...